Diary Entry

Dear Diary,                    Today is not a good way. I´m scared because today my father died, it was hurt by a British man. Who will protect us? How willI survive without him? Tell me please how will we still have some hope to continue living? Before he was taken to the hospital, he was telling us "it will de all okay, just let time pass by"   but unfortunately he was not correct because often some hours mum comes crying to my room an she hugged me,so in that moment I knew things were going wrong. I decide to keep calm and repeated once and once again my fathers words "it will be all okey, just let time pass by.When I was strong enough I went my brothers room, but nobody was there, I shouted his name but nobody answer me so I started to be worried.Iwent again to his room and I saw the window was open, I went quickly to take a look and there is was, my brothers body covered with blon and on the floor. I start crying I thought life was over, seriously I will never changed this thought. I went down stairs at the place where the body was. I started kissing him like I never did, even though the body was covered with blood, even though my cloth was getting dirty, even thought pèople were watching me, I didn`t care I only wanted my brother again but I couldn`t decide that. I went home crying, covered in blood and sadbess. I entered to my room, mum was still there. "fortunately she's alived" I said. She was sleeping so I went to see my father, I was very nervious of what I would see but I had to go , my father was alone, When I entered, there was a couple of nurses and I started to be worried, they told me "your father will die in some hours we will leave you alone with him" I tried not to cry for him I sat down on the bed he was lying, and I told him"you were wrong,thing were wrong" and he told me "no, things were like they had to, you can think tis bad or wrong but this is the best thing it could have happened to me" In that moment I started to cry and he stopped me and told me "the only thing that wins fear is hope, have a little hope and keep living with mum" those were his last words I will miss you dad.